Life without Love

 

Some days

I miss myself 

& 

Hate my life...

I don't know why,

But, I wish my life hadn't turned this empty.

I wish I could love myself fully,

I wish I could love you completely 

But I am unable to

I struggle between my expectations and reality.

The path I have chosen,

I am now scared of,

I am not sure of.

I don't know if I should continue or turn back

I can't decide, because,

I don't know which would cause more damage.

Oh life!!

It's really a walking shadow.

A poor player that struts and frets.

I wish this tale ends soon and heard no more...

On Missing Someone

How do I tell you

I miss you 

When I don't want to tell you 

Where will this go?

Will this path stretch 

Or will it end?

I don't know 

Whether I want to go on

Or I want it to end

As confused as I am

I don't want to miss you 

But I miss you every moment 

I don't know what hurts more

Missing you 

Or being in a situation, where

I can't tell you 'I miss you' 

I will hold you through Blood.

People are like roses

Beautiful and flawless to look from afar

When you get closer

You see the thorns

They might tear and wear you

Beware, pain could come with beauty 

Scared of getting hurt?

Stand apart, Admire,

and walk away 

If you want to hold

Remember they might hurt you 

Expect that and get closer

Later don't complain about them tearing you

Just Because you expected them to be

Soft and beautiful, that they never were.

You are my beautiful rose

I will hold you through blood and pain

That's a silent promise, I made.

I wish you were here, Dad

I wish, this wasn't our last conversation.

Even today,

When the door bell rings, 

I wish, it's you I open the door to.

When I open my WhatsApp,

I wish, your messages wait for me.

When I come back from work,

I wish, You will be there making tea.

When I feel low,

I wish, you are there to lift my spirit.

It's been 4years since I lost you

Still, it never felt like you are no more

I see you in my eyes

I think I lost my gem when I was busy picking the pebbles.

You will always be

My first love,

Best friend,

My confiderate

My favourite punching bag

And the missing piece of my soul.

Miss you everyday dad.

I miss your love, warmth, your spiritual guidance and many more... 💐💐💐

Life- A Journey of Regrets!!

Life is a journey of regrets! 

We regret doing something

We regret not doing something

We regret loving some people

We regret not loving some people

We regret after failures

We regret after success

We regret our choices

We regret the chances taken

We regret the chances not taken

We almost regret after everything 

And after everybody

So our life seems to be a journey set on regrets. 

However, all it matters is moving forward despite regrets. 

For, Life is what we make it. 

Dear Mom & Dad, You Must Know

Amma Appa

Bidding you goodbye, the

Cruellest thing we had to endure. 

Deep in heart we know

Everyday without you is not going to be the same. 

For, you were everything we had through

Good and bad, sent from 

Heaven. You taught us everything

In this world and above

Just making a clear path ahead

Keeping all the things, teaching

Loving everyone wholeheartedly as a

Mantra for life

Nothing could sway us from your guidance

Of all the world. 

Prayers through the pain

Question though thousands. 

Rest assured, though surrounded by pressures,

Sure we will follow the path you taught us.

Through and through, with

Unwavering faith,

Vowed to go ahead

Willingly with His grace. 

Xeric the world for us though without

Your love and presence, still

Zestfully going, hoping the day we will meet again. 

"Life is a strange game"

Life is a strange game
You play your avathar with many
Who play the same game like you
You make teams
Parents, relatives, and friends
Others are all strangers
Unless you consider them as opponent
You expect your team will be with you till the end
Unfortunately, No
Everyone has an expiry bubble
Invisible
But always there
When your bubble pops
Your game ends
It's not about victory
It's not about lose
It's all about how much time is given to you
Before the bubble pops
You may wish someone to stay with you as long as your bubble pops
And so do they
But this game is not played so
Your dear ones go so soon
Leaving you alone in the game
To all the good and the bad times
Even after the bubble pops
The players exist
With a the memories made
But the life players can feel it
Not see them or speak to them
So play a good game as long as your bubble pops
Love, Care, Make memories
Before your time expires
Remember everyone around you has a bubble
Who's pops first matters
Keep playing your game with your loved ones
Cherish your moments
without holding back
Without hate
Without prejudice
Until your time comes