On Missing Someone

How do I tell you

I miss you 

When I don't want to tell you 

Where will this go?

Will this path stretch 

Or will it end?

I don't know 

Whether I want to go on

Or I want it to end

As confused as I am

I don't want to miss you 

But I miss you every moment 

I don't know what hurts more

Missing you 

Or being in a situation, where

I can't tell you 'I miss you' 

I will hold you through Blood.

People are like roses

Beautiful and flawless to look from afar

When you get closer

You see the thorns

They might tear and wear you

Beware, pain could come with beauty 

Scared of getting hurt?

Stand apart, Admire,

and walk away 

If you want to hold

Remember they might hurt you 

Expect that and get closer

Later don't complain about them tearing you

Just Because you expected them to be

Soft and beautiful, that they never were.

You are my beautiful rose

I will hold you through blood and pain

That's a silent promise, I made.

I wish you were here, Dad

I wish, this wasn't our last conversation.

Even today,

When the door bell rings, 

I wish, it's you I open the door to.

When I open my WhatsApp,

I wish, your messages wait for me.

When I come back from work,

I wish, You will be there making tea.

When I feel low,

I wish, you are there to lift my spirit.

It's been 4years since I lost you

Still, it never felt like you are no more

I see you in my eyes

I think I lost my gem when I was busy picking the pebbles.

You will always be

My first love,

Best friend,

My confiderate

My favourite punching bag

And the missing piece of my soul.

Miss you everyday dad.

I miss your love, warmth, your spiritual guidance and many more... 💐💐💐